JANUARY 7, 2019

I feel like I'm in quicksand & there's nobody to help. Nobody understands. Mutual friends are disappearing. I don't blame them; I sure as hell would dip out on the mess sex addiction/disorder/whatever this is caused.


I hate the bottom of these cycles.


I just want 1 day my eyes don't resemble Niagra Falls.

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