NOVEMBER 16, 2018

    Dear Cake,


    It's been 8 days since you've seen him or heard his voice. Your shadow tells you it's OK to miss him. It's OK to want to see him walk through the door, give you a kiss, acknowledge the kids, & then zone out for the rest of the night on his phone/computer. It's OK to crave his touch. These feelings are OK to have; they are part of grieving.


    But.....


    When will they stop?


    You never listen when I'm talking

    You're always waiting to hear yourself


    Well, how am I doing?

    "How do you feel?"

    To be honest with you

    Simply ill

    Simply ill

    Simply ill

    Simply ill

    Simply ill


    I had a tumor

    It never healed

    It just stayed there

    Until it killed

    'Till it killed

    'Till it killed

    'Till it killed

    'Till it killed

    'Till it killed